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I guess I should really think about this +RECOVERY+ is this me ? / or is this all just really above me? / sometimes I get so mad I can't control the anger inside me I feel like a monster in +RECOVERY+ / I try to hide my attitude but now I realize I'm really just smuthering me / My anger is the real me / On the surface I say help me / But I really want people to let me be / You don't know how I really am and I know you say you do / well congradulations to you / tell me all that I do / I bet you know more than me / Tell me about +RECOVERY+ / Go ahead tell me about my plan /I don't know / Oh, I thought you were a big fan / I will tell you and give you a detailed description / I'm tired of remaining calm and giving myself a personal perscription / I have so many things that I'm missin' / so go ahead let the haters hate let them all start dissin' / Because I'm looking at all that I've writen / chilling out reminiscin' / All of sudden a plan pops in my mind / +RECOVERY+ I have to make time / You see I can't let all that you did to me left unpunished / I have to do something to you / I think about grabbing your throat and making you turn blue / See I don't care about your family and I don't care about your friends / I'm not here to try and make ammends / I'm here for me this is what I like to call a +RECOVERY+ / You thought you were so much better than me  / I'm white and you're white / This is my +RECOVERY+ of a discovery / See I dug deep down to find these emotions / And you there you sit trying to tear me open / I stand firm and I stand for what I believe is right / At this house there's going to be a +RECOVERY+ tonight / I know you think you are this and that but trust me you won't last / Everybody around me thinks that I have something to hide / simply because I don't follow every rule and sometimes I disobey and don't obide / so now there's a monster inside me and some say I'm evil / I'm not I get on my knees and I pray for people / Some people don't understand my venedictive ways / and that really is okay / Because I'm making a +RECOVERY+