Don't Forget

I reminisce and I cry  /  I think about the days that I miss   / I'm lost in this abyss / I look around  / people brag about cannabis  /  I'm lost / Sometimes I feel like I live in monotony  / But what has that gotten me  / Yeah I joke around nonchalantly / Never meant to make a tear fall from your eye  / I can't believe it  / so surreal  / what happened? Its a big deal  / You say modalism  /  gnoticism  / I just recap, relapse and reminisce about the times  / thoughts embedded in my cranium  / forced to replay in my mind / inner twinned together like a roll of $5dimes  / I'm lost in time , body , mind and spirit / I know you close your ears / you don't want to hear it / But imma' tear up these lyrics / To you I'm subliminal / To me I'm irreplaceable / You try to bring me down  / But I hold my head high  / I know its hard but it'll be all right / you forget about the past / the past is the past  / now is the present / 5 minutes from now is the future / do you comprehend it?  /  I know you may not understand it  / Because you're not very intelligent / You're more focuse on appearance and being elegant / you bring your report card home / the school calls you answer the phone / you impersonate your mom so you won't get caught / she has a cell phone / op / you forgot / you weren't thinking / wittiness doesn't run through your veins / relapse on the past / what have we learned ?  /Name your accomplishments in calls its your turn / Throat is parched / Standing infront of the class / back is arched / you're ashamed / you don't have one thing you can name / so lame / you're subliminal to everybody / thought you were running the game  / supperiorority on your mind / you stand there and say I'll spit a rhyme / you have on your baggy clothes / rapping to a class full of foes / you think you're good and you suck / everybody knows / embarrassment overscomes your face / to everything is a race / I'm lost but you don't care / this is what makes me give up / hands in the air / weakness consumes my body / i don't have the will to say this won't stop me / you make look down on me and that's fine / you put a poem up let me criticize your rhyme / but you won't because you can't rap / do we need to freshen up and recap / relapse / on the past / I'm BABY J / don't forget that