Tuesday, February 22, 2011

The Move

I know there's been some times that I've been kind of sad - I've been kind of mad - There's times in my life where I should have straightened up because I was kind of bad - I know I missed my opportunity because I was confused - see I didn't know what to do when I was told I had to move - I was sixteen and in my opinion I had everything to lose - I just wanted to make like an alarm clock and put myself on snooze - but then everything got worse - everything was getting hard and every night for a week I cried - I tried to talk them in to staying it didn't work but I tried - I had to go to Kentucky and move from Tennessee - I didn't want to leave everybody that knew the true me - But I had to do it because it made my parents happy - It was a struggle - It was hard there were so many nights where I thought everything was falling apart - I didn't know where to start - I guess with my broken heart - I guess they didn't understand - It wasn't in the future wasn't suppose to be in the plan - Mama decided to go back to her first man - daddy gladly accepted - then we had to move - Mama was a good girl daddy was bad always on the news - I guess it was his life - he was the one to choose - I guess he's always been a bad boy - looks like he's starting to settle down - Now I'm still not to happy about this now - I don't know what would have happened if I would have stayed - but I would have liked to have seen the future both ways - I guess it just wasn't in my horoscope it just wasn't my month wasn't my day - so I guess no matter what happens keep your head up  - don't pout - you can do anything you want as long as you have no doubt

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