My Life

Everybody is always turning around   /   its like they don't understand me   /  so its best just to let me down   /   its like they play with my emotions   /   my head spins round and round    /    the edges of my lips touch the ground    /   but no I'm not upset   /   I did my best  /  I guess it wasn't enough   /  I give up I just give it a rest   /    its like i'm heartless   /   i have no beat in my chest    /    i go back home to my nest  /   i know I'm  not perfect    /     maybe I should ease the pain and confess   /   no   /   I can't do that people would think that I'm weak    /      so at night I just lay it all out   / it doesn't matter anyway I have nothing to live for now   /    everybody that I loved is gone  /  or somehow did me wrong   /    I listen to EMIN3M and T.I. they sing my favorite songs   /   I pop in my EMIN3M cd when I get home     /   I put in "curtain call " seek to number 4    / then just for my privacy I lock the door    /   in my mind my fans are screaming for an encore   / so I put T.I.  "no mercy"  in  / they want some more   / i get excited  / then bang bang bang  / knocking on my door   / i guess my moment is over   /  i had my ten minutes in the light   /  i never knew as  a kid it would follow me my whole life    /  be a rollingstone or live the college life?   /   i want to do both its just so hard to decide   / take a record deal   /  or listen to my parents   /   be a good kid  / and obide   / this is such a difficult life   /   i have a lot of things brainstorming  in my cranium   / and or my mind   / i guess its just my life   / maybe one day i'll have 4 kids and to somebody i'll be a wife   /  i wouldn't trade it for anything  /  because i only have 1  / and its mine   /   this is my LIFE