Weight On My Shoulders

Sometimes I feel like I'm carrying a  boulder / Everybody looking at me / Weight is on my shoulder / Its finally lifting / The days pass / I'm getting older / Time flies no longer in the 1800's / Just passed 2009 / Ladies are no longer ladies / Got kids poppin' out babies / Focusing on being bolder / And colder / Chicks always have an attitude / no matter what always on the defense /smoking cigs / doing drugs / having sex / KNOCKED UP! / Then you're pregnant and you still run your mouth / Give me a hanger / I'll cut that sh*t out / then me and you can throw down/ You aren't laughing now / There's a crowd / wow / Sit your pregnant a** down / Miss I'm so ghetto I'm so cool / Say Baby J YOU RULE / Baby J you rule / So people put up a front / Just to come to school / then they get mad when people say they're fake / and they act like a fool / Because they do / One day they'll tangle with the wrong person / and they won't walk away from that fight / Lights out / Night - Night / Always talking about I fought her/ And her / I can take her / Don't point at me you can take me to lunch / You can't beat me up / Don't roll your eyes / I refuse to lose and I refuse to change / So guess what? / You're going to have to / Because I'm insane / You aren't sh*t / Look at you! / You talk when the teacher is trying to talk / Then you ask questions because you weren't listening / Dumb as a rock / You say I'm pretty NO! / You aren't you're a ho / so stop! / I got a new hair cut / yeah when I saw it I laughed / Now your head looks like a monkey's a** / I could be meaner but it isn't "S.A." / I could say "J.A." ,"D.A.", " F.U.", "S.A." / But I didn't, OKAY?! / Man this boulder got lighter/ My burdens are somewhat lifted/ Man I want to just get this all out / So go ahead say something now / I keep praying and praying for it to be lifted / Grant my wish Lord, one day / All you who have doubted me are losers anyway / I don't pay any attention to the things you say / My weight I carry everyday / on my shoulders / I think my blades are messed up / grinding against my back / I'm glad my ribs protect my heart / because everything is just starting to fall apart / But I stand strong and the weight is on my shoulders