show me some love

These people keep getting me mad
I try and take the easy way but I can't help but to be bad
I know , I know it's so sad
Calm down sit back down wipe that smile off take a bow
Keep running your mouth stop clapping for me
I'm tired of hearing what youo are and who you can be
I don't care I'm me can't cha' see?
I just don't get you keep talking
I'm done just start walking
I'm tired of being mocked
I just can't take the pain anymore
I'm leaving I won't go peacefully I'm slamming the door
I don't give a damn anymore
Everybody who looked down on me I'm leaving behind
I said I'd come back but not this time
So have you ever thought about me you in your mind
I think I'm going crazy I have to be insane
There's no way anybody could be in this kind of pain
But I am and I don't know what to say
No help is coming my way
And that's okay
I didn't expect anybody to be there for me
Even though it'd be nice sometimes I just need to be-
Alone but there's nobody that I can talk to
I'm having blank conversations with my phone
I hate when I come home
There's this and that and I have to deal with it all
It's crazy this is off the wall
Things just keep going around
Circulating rumors smacked down
I'm tired of defending myself
I shouldn't have to
What I do shouldn't matter to anybody else
Some how it does
You say why I say just because
Now that I have a future ahead you want to show some love
I'm tired of this shit you never gave enough
When you die you ain't goin' up
So forget that give yourself a hug
I told you I was done and that I'm giving up
But here you stand tryna' shake hands
Get out of my face I'ma grown wo-man
I gotta' get out of this place out of this spot
This can't fail me now
You say it will I betcha' not!
So c'mon open your arms reach out for me
Oh so now I'm not the person you want me to be
You push me away and say everything is okay
For the sake of my dad you just turn away
I don't understand shake my hand
Can we talk sometime and get this out
You don't want to
What is that about?
Show me some love