Never

There's something that I just gotta say
I sometimes get upset when I don't get my way
But I learn to hold it in
I learn to bottle it up
I'm use to people trying to be down
Every time I get a smile somebody wants to make me frown
But I'm tired of this shit I'm turning it around
I gotta get this plan down
I can no longer take the gate
I just have to get up off the ground I won't be ate
I can take the pain its never to late
I don't want to just sit here and wait on my ass
For this shit to pass
I won't wait for it to pass me over and jusst walk away
I will stand here and take the pain
I guess I really have nothing to gain
So why am I heare I guess I can just go
It doesn't need to be this tough though
Its a tough road
I just can't stand the thought of walking it alone
But this much I have to say
I need to get my thoughts out of my brain
I can't sit here and hold back and restrain
I never thought I'd be in the situation playing this game
I just want to have a little piece of fame
So you guys can see I'm somebody because people know my name
I don't get why some people just want to sit and cry
That makes it less emotional when they die
Because they didn't try
So they didn't fail to no provail
I have been so close and so far away
It gets harder each and everyday
My goals are never to far away
That's all I have to say
So I want to let you know what I say goes
It can be a long road
Whoever you travel with determines if its cold
I want to grow old
I have to get my opinion out some say I'm bold
Yeah I know I'm a bitch that's what I've been told
But I'm not like you I don't turn my hand it and fold