uncle raleigh

I'm in disbelieve
yeah I cry as I grieve
I don't know what happened but I'm scared
He was always the guy that was there
He was always the one who loved me and cared
The way things happened just weren't fair
 I just can't believe that this is real
 Its just so surreal
 I just want that hug I can feel
 He was my uncle and my god father, my friend
 This isn't how it was suppose to end
 I can't believe that he went this way
 It's not okay no matter what anybody has to say
 I wish that I could speak to him one last time
 I just want to get things off my mind
 I want him to know that I love him
 I say him as a dad
 He was the best thing that I've ever had
 I know that may sound bad
 Yeah, I'm sad
 I just want him back
 I'd do anything for that, and that's a fact
 God please give him back to me
 He's my uncle and he can't go today
 I wear a cross everyday
 And this is what I get?
 I'm a bomb, tick-tick
 My uncle disappeared from this world
 No longer here to protect me and my sis
 His son, his two daughters all his kids
 We all want him back, place him here
 Don't make me cry all these tears
 Him dying was my worst fear
 Now that my fear has come, I'm done
 I'm drained, going insane
 Guess life is a game
 I want my uncle back in my life
 I want him to know that I love him so much
 I wish I could have another day with him
 So these tears wouldn't touch my skin
 I wish he would never die
 Be my angel hold me at night
 Come to me, please, I miss you
 I want you now and I need you here
 I can't believe that you're gone
 I'm going to make you proud
 I'll never forget you, everything I do is for you
 R.I.P. uncle raleigh you were like my dad
 Best uncle I ever had
 Now I'm sad
 And you're gone to heaven
 on aprill 10, 2011
 I love you